Can't believe it has been four weeks, time has a way of getting away from you no matter how hard you try to slow it down. T Baby once told me she can diet because the day will pass anyway so why not let this day be a diet day. I don't know it sounded better the way she said it.
Die - it. What a dreadful word. And I just can't get out of my funk. Know why overweight people are happy? Because they are always on a sugar high. Miss my happy sugar highs.
Still haven't started working. It is very hard to concentrate on work. That is why I tried to get everything done before I started, but I still need to complete one more project and it is really hard for me to even think about it. My brain is in total non work mood. This diet is not just physical but mental, and I don't know how others manage to go to work everyday. But those that do say it is harder on the weekends then during the week, so who knows, maybe I am the fool.
I haven't had food dreams, but I had another anxiety dream this time about the walk, but it wasn't a walk but a bike ride, and it wasn't flat it was all hills and I tried riding and I couldn't even get up a little hill, and the sponsor told me that they wouldn't let me ride because I was too out of shape, and I told them that the bike didn't have gears if I had my bike I might be able to climb the hill...
Ah well...
Who is 'T Baby" - does she work in Ohio?
ReplyDelete"Die - it" - an apt choice of works. I didn't know there was such a thing as "sugar highs" - lots I don't know.
Your bike does have gears AND your body has more gears than you realize - you'll have no problem with the 50 mile walk!
Lovingly yours, TH
Weird. BIL 1 had a bike dream too!
ReplyDeleteQuite an evocative post. I think you'll be able to get a new job when this is over. You can be counselor/mentor to incoming classes!