When we started the program we promised we wouldn't divulge what went on in the meetings. So what do I do post it for all the world to see. I have tried to keep the privacy of the people especially if they stumbled upon it, but I am sure they know who they are.
You can't write about something without adding the human elements to it. Would group be so interesting (which many times it wasn't) if we went around in kumbala land? Everything is fine everyone is doing the same thing and everyone thinks the same way. How boring would that be?
I know that I got jealous a few times at some of the peoples success as I sat there plugging away waiting for someone to notice that I had lost weight. Even after I had lost 60 pounds people still didn't notice my weight loss. It was tragic and frustrating. And then you had people who lost 20/30 pounds and they were saying that people were fawning all over them. Were they exaggerating? I don't know. I was to caught up in my own thoughts to really notice if they looked like they lost a lot of weight.
Now I am at their starting point, if I lost 20/30 pounds were people be noticing me now? I guess we will find out.
Next stop the twilight zone.
You can't write about something without adding the human elements to it. Would group be so interesting (which many times it wasn't) if we went around in kumbala land? Everything is fine everyone is doing the same thing and everyone thinks the same way. How boring would that be?
I know that I got jealous a few times at some of the peoples success as I sat there plugging away waiting for someone to notice that I had lost weight. Even after I had lost 60 pounds people still didn't notice my weight loss. It was tragic and frustrating. And then you had people who lost 20/30 pounds and they were saying that people were fawning all over them. Were they exaggerating? I don't know. I was to caught up in my own thoughts to really notice if they looked like they lost a lot of weight.
Now I am at their starting point, if I lost 20/30 pounds were people be noticing me now? I guess we will find out.
Next stop the twilight zone.
Due due due dah; due due due dah (just trying to key the theme music from the Twilight Zone)....
ReplyDeleteSpeaking as a member of T3's household, she does get an A+ for not revealing (even to TSH) what goes on in the classes. T3 shares comments about her own frustrations & insights, but she has been tremendous about protecting folks privacy.
The Sherlock Holmes Award winner won't be the victor based on disclosures from this blog!