Saturday, November 6, 2010

Day 26 - Optifast Part II

So the shakes taste terrible (it is mostly the aftertaste) and they can come through your pores (like garlic), but I haven't been hungry on this - yet.  The last time I dieted with a program I was always hungry and light headed, neither which has been a problem on this diet.  Nor have I had much in the way of cravings of other food. 

But that doesn't mean I don't miss food.  I do.  Alot.  When TH makes eggs I miss eggs, when TH makes toast I miss toast, I am sure you get the picture.  But just on my own with no food cues around I don't miss anything.  I don't know if this is unusually, but to me it tells me that I eat alot with my eyes.  I don't spend my whole day thinking about food and I don't think often (I think about it sometimes) about what I am going to eat when I get off the diet. 

On those days that I think about what I am going to eat when I get off the diet is usually triggered by a picture.  But it has a lot to do with when I last ate also.  If I haven't had a shake for a while and I see food I am triggered, but if I have had a shake then  not so much.  They say that there is no appetite suppressant in the shake, but I am not so sure.  However, in group I hear about 3/4 of the group are hungry all the time - so I guess that is what makes a horse race.

One of the things people complain about in group is the amount of food ads there are.  I already knew this from 30 years ago when I did my first major diet.  I sat in the group stunned that these people didn't know that.  Was I the only one who had dieted before?  It kind of bothered me.  Was everyone else virgin dieters?

The only thing negative so far is I am bit depressed.  I vaccilate between thinking I have to do this for the next 82 weeks or I am going to fail.  Sometimes I just want to burst out crying not because I am hungry or tired, but because I have this huge hill in front of me and I don't know if I can make it to the top.   I know I only have 12 more weeks on the shakes and that freaks me out.   In some ways I wish that I could just lose all the weight on the shakes and then try real food, but that isn't how the program works.  I can, though, stay on 3 shakes a day and the rest regular food - but what is regular food.    Well I have 3 more months to figure that out.

And that is it so far...

2 comments:

  1. Very interesting. I admit I didn't realize how many food ads there are. I suppose if I stopped to think about it, it would make sense. Everyone has to eat, so the food pitch pretty much goes to everyone. Therefore, lots of food ads. But I don't think I'm actually aware while I'm watching. That's probably what advertisers count on -- the subliminal message!

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  2. I'm not surprised that T2 doesn't notice food ads - T2 once offered to "split a pea' with me (even though she did eat all of a Gold Mirror Canneloni, rate one of the BEST in SF.

    T3 is up & down and, as the human in the household, I'm trying to cook stuff that doesn't totally tempt the olfactory organ. I've been eating pretty bland stuff & TH shared his newly made chili with THE MOP - Tanya thought it was gross (even though she trades licks on an ice cream cone with Taya)

    Tomorrow a walk.

    Tonight the Great Books!

    TH signing off

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