Well I knew the day would come that I would have to go somewhere where there was food. There were two good things about it - there was nothing there I wanted to eat and it was a buffet so no one noticed I wasn't eating.
It is hard for me to do normal chitchat when I am feeling up and perky, but when I am not which I haven't been perky or happy on this here diet I just couldn't bring myself to chitchat. Most of the time I got my blank look out when people would talk with me, and I would pull a dad. It actually was too hard to listen with all the background noise and I just didn't want to. But TH was in full stride and as verbal and outgoing as ever.
I am finding out that I don't want to deal with any social situations even if it doesn't involve food. It is so hard for me to sit and try to make conversation when most of the time my mind is blank. I am finding that is hard to concentrate as well. I am not interested in any books (except those I have on BOT) I think the idea of reading just tires me out. So though I am not physically tired on this here diet I am mentally tired. And always at the back of my mind is what is going to happen in January.
Enough of this..
Yes, remember that the diet is wreaking havoc on your brain AND your body.
ReplyDeleteBest not to think about January yet. It is sooooo far away. (But I totally understand. I'd be doing the same thing and telling myself not to.)