Day 52 - Weight loss

As one can see it has been 52 days and as have lamented all through these posts it just isn't showing.  Yesterday I had M here and were chatting and I had told her how everyone goes around during group clapping them on their backs saying how much weight they have lost and she looks at me and says - have you lost any weight?

Excuse me?  that was not the correct response.  You would think someone would pick up on those hints.  But nooo - she just has to be to honest.

Honesty can only go so far.  Sometimes little white lies are really okay, but not now of course the ball is out of the bag.  Now if anyone tells me they see my weight loss I will know they are lying.

So I talked with B about it and she said I should wear tighter fitting clothes.  Hey I didn't wear tight fitting clothes when I was younger.  It is true I have taken to wearing stretchy pants and I haven't needed new pants like everyone else in group (everyone else is giving away there fat clothes already) so I don't know if I lost in inches - I refuse to measure until I am down another 20 pounds.

I was weighing and measuring everyday for a while, but that was depressing me so I promised I wasn't going to measure until I lost a certain amount of weight which as stated above is 20 more pounds, so for all I know they are right and I am not showing.

I have weight loss goals set by my excel spreadsheet telling me how much I should be losing calories in calories out.  It was off quite a bit, so I took all the exercise off and now it matches, but... the exercise should count - right?

Well I am off to do some exercycling before T2 arrives so I don't bother her when she is here.