Day 263 - To the Doctor

So It was Doctor day today. 
I went to see the doctor, mainly because my knee was hurting again, and I figured that it had to be hurt.  I am just to young to have arthritis, and I don't want to have a knee replacement. 

So I told her about the pain and she said it could be blah blah blah.  But just to be on the safe side I should have an x-ray. 

Well it was arthritis, and I am now completely bummed.  I know complaining about the weight gain and how it ruined my knees is not helpful, but...well it is true.

If I could do it again, I wouldn't gain the weight. You know when you are gaining weight that there is a point that you can't stop, but there is a point that is the "danger" point, and I always knew where that point was.  I had even shared it with TH.  But life happens, and 15 years later here I am trying to get back to where I originally was. 

But I will never be back to were I originally was because I have arthritis now.