So hmm, I guess we stopped at Group? I went to group without my much needed companion J and found all my companions that normally come didn't. I was feeling a little deserted and started to wonder if maybe one day it would just be me and the Facilitator, but for now we had six. And of the six one of them was...yes miss sourpuss.
I try so hard to be nice to her, thinking maybe I can kill her with kindness, but nope that just isn't going to happen. I am not very comfortable about talking in public even in a small group of people, (especially since I didn't have anyone there that was part of my group) so I have a tendency to do a little nervous laugh before talking. So when the facilitator said "T" I did that annoying silly laugh and said who me. Now most people are sensitive enough to know that it is my discomfort in speaking in public that had me saying that, but Miss Sourpuss turns and looks directly at me and says totally seriously "Come on there isn't any other T in the room of course she means you."
It wasn't so much what she said but how she said it. She could have made it teasing, but she had to have this annoyed sarcastic tone that I just don't respond well too. I did my nervous little laugh and went on with my life.
But as I said before I do find her totally interesting in a warped way - like I might find watching the Titanic sink interesting. She talks a lot. When she checks in you might as well settle in with a good strong drink because she likes sharing her neurosis with the world. This time she was in rare form, but it certainly wasn't new. To sum up her "troubles" she hates thinking about her weight, she hates thinking about dieting, well actually I think she hates thinking.
I felt like saying "blah, blah, blah."
I try so hard to be nice to her, thinking maybe I can kill her with kindness, but nope that just isn't going to happen. I am not very comfortable about talking in public even in a small group of people, (especially since I didn't have anyone there that was part of my group) so I have a tendency to do a little nervous laugh before talking. So when the facilitator said "T" I did that annoying silly laugh and said who me. Now most people are sensitive enough to know that it is my discomfort in speaking in public that had me saying that, but Miss Sourpuss turns and looks directly at me and says totally seriously "Come on there isn't any other T in the room of course she means you."
It wasn't so much what she said but how she said it. She could have made it teasing, but she had to have this annoyed sarcastic tone that I just don't respond well too. I did my nervous little laugh and went on with my life.
But as I said before I do find her totally interesting in a warped way - like I might find watching the Titanic sink interesting. She talks a lot. When she checks in you might as well settle in with a good strong drink because she likes sharing her neurosis with the world. This time she was in rare form, but it certainly wasn't new. To sum up her "troubles" she hates thinking about her weight, she hates thinking about dieting, well actually I think she hates thinking.
I felt like saying "blah, blah, blah."
Can I use her for target practice?
ReplyDeleteIf not, can I use her for teething our new Jindo?
Can I go & throw my voice & tell her at least she doesn't have to worry about brain cancer since she's lacking the raw material?
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