Day 435 - Wednesday - Danger Will Robinson Danger

Group was - well it was.  I sat listening to this woman say she was just tired of the whole diet thing and she wasn't going to do it , then she told us how she maintained even though she was tired of it and ready to throw in the towel.  When she talked about going off and not caring, I kind of understood.  But not her attitude if that makes any sense.  I think at one time or another we all feel what is it all for.  But if we just make it through that period we are fine again.  But some people just have negative attitude.  You are not going to have a long term result if you say it out loud.  Feeling like quitting is something entirely different then quitting.

LZ had me do six 100's and I was suppose to do them all the same - but I went out to hard and spent the rest of the workout wishing I could take it all back.  Now I really just wanted to quit after the second 100, but then I worried if I told her I can't do it would she fire me?  I just can't take that chance, so I tried my best and yes I ended a little anaerobic, but I wasn't going to let her know, and when she left I limped out of the pool (only after I knew she was gone.)

So I dream often of quitting, but I seldom follow through.