So it was the second day of the swim meet and this time I got up 15 minutes earlier, and there was no snow on the ground, so it was very smooth sailing. We got to the pool 5 minutes early she got her whole workout and we were ready to go!!!!
She did wonderfully, and I can just imagine how well she would do if she actually worked at it. Ah but that is another story.
I am very depressed, feeling a bit defeated. I haven't dieted on this trip and I know that I have gained at least 20 pounds. I am back to the weight I was in July I am sure. I just can't stop. And I don't want to stop I guess. But in all of this I still don't eat those "danger" foods, so as long as I stay away from those foods I know that I can eventual get back on track.
If ever I start to eat sweets, I know that it will be a hard battle. I love sweets, and I am compulsive about them, so if I allowed myself the luxury of having them unsupervised then I really would binge. As it is now, I am having problems with popcorn. So I can only imagine...
She did wonderfully, and I can just imagine how well she would do if she actually worked at it. Ah but that is another story.
I am very depressed, feeling a bit defeated. I haven't dieted on this trip and I know that I have gained at least 20 pounds. I am back to the weight I was in July I am sure. I just can't stop. And I don't want to stop I guess. But in all of this I still don't eat those "danger" foods, so as long as I stay away from those foods I know that I can eventual get back on track.
If ever I start to eat sweets, I know that it will be a hard battle. I love sweets, and I am compulsive about them, so if I allowed myself the luxury of having them unsupervised then I really would binge. As it is now, I am having problems with popcorn. So I can only imagine...
Get up 15 minutes early & only arrive 5 minutes early? Hummmmm???
ReplyDeleteMemo to self - devour all sweets at Darien Way to remove temptation.