I realized sadly that I am waiting. I am waiting until I am done with this phase of the diet, I am waiting to go to India, I am waiting to...basically my life is on hold for the moment. And how many moments am I going to have? My life is not getting longer at each waiting period, but still I just want to get through the day so I can be that much closer to tomorrow.
Before I started to diet I was really more in the moment. I would worry about the diet tomorrow, today I was just going to enjoy myself. Today I had no goals but today. So now it has turned around a little. Today I have no goals but tomorrow. I want tomorrow to hurry up and come, so I can enjoy today.
I need to find a way to enjoy today, to not worry about tomorrow because it won't come, and I will be waiting at the bus stop where there is no bus stop and I will be waiting waiting waiting.
Oh well I can almost cross off today.
Before I started to diet I was really more in the moment. I would worry about the diet tomorrow, today I was just going to enjoy myself. Today I had no goals but today. So now it has turned around a little. Today I have no goals but tomorrow. I want tomorrow to hurry up and come, so I can enjoy today.
I need to find a way to enjoy today, to not worry about tomorrow because it won't come, and I will be waiting at the bus stop where there is no bus stop and I will be waiting waiting waiting.
Oh well I can almost cross off today.
Hey, TSH is the one who waits & waits at the bus stop. The 23 Monterey bus comes so infrequently that Planned Parenthood is thinking of listing it as a birth control device for men.
ReplyDeleteHow about living in the day AND planning for tomorrow? India, the Himalayas, England, Las Vegas (well, maybe not Las Vegas although we're going this week).
Tolar wants more walks & Taya needs more walks.
mini goals R us. time to ride patterson pass road!
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