Friday, January 7, 2011

Day 88 - Chaos

It feels like the harder I try and keep my office nice and neat the more chaotic it becomes.  This is true even with schedules.  I try and set up an schedule and I break it before I even start.  It is amazing to me that I can spend so much time planning and end up not doing any of that which I plan.

Case in point - this week I was planning on walking Wednesday, Thursday and Friday.  Now today hasn't happened yet, but I didn't walk Wednesday or Thursday.  Why?  Because I decided I didn't like walking at 4 in the evening (last times I did that  I ended walking in the dark) and by the time I got the dog put on my shoes and got out the door it would only be a very small walk.  So Wednesday I decided - oh let my body heal, Thursday I went to exercise and I got caught up playing on the computer so I just did 32 minutes (I was tired) and today - well today I just don't know.

The car is acting up and I am not allowed to take T in the human car which means if I walk I have to walk to wherever I am planning on going.  I thought about walking down to Lake Merced and around and then walking home, but that is all up hill on the way home - I am not sure I can walk uphill.  I am not sure I can walk down hill for that matter.  So walking is on hold for now.  Well until TH comes home and then we can decided what to do about the car.

So does the chaos of the room reflect the chaos of the mind?  Hmm...

2 comments:

  1. I know how to fix the chaos of the room. Move all the junk to TH's office.

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  2. Hey Twila -

    Just because TSH (aka TH) wouldn't necessarily notice the additional junk is no reason to take "advantage of the handicapped"

    Hummmm, maybe Twila would like an anonymous Valentine's gift - like a load of cow manure delivered directly to her driveway

    Pass the "Lone Star" please.

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