Day 144 - Skype

Well I used Skype for the first time with little T (Princess T?) and it was interesting.  Her phone didn't have the best camera (or maybe it was the lighting) but still it was clear enough to see.  Amazing that she is clear across the country and I can talk to her in person.  Amazing.  It was like being in the same room with her.

But the interesting thing about this was I have an initial picture that I took when I first set up Skype and I wouldn't use Skype because I hated looking at myself.    I realize that most people don't pay attention or all they see is that I am heavy and I am still heavy, but looking at that initial picture and seeing me live I realized that it shows - a lot.  It seems that I have lost a lot of weight in the face but nobody is realizing it.  I have gone to two clients and they haven't noticed and Princess T didn't notice either.

I was thinking that I was to heavy for people to notice weight loss, but now I think that people don't pay attention.  All they see is fat and as long as you remain fat that is all they will continue to see.

I think that I am okay with that, this weight loss is about being physically active, not looks.  And about work - people do judge by appearances...