Friday, May 13, 2011

Day 214 - Lost in the ozone

It appears that the blog has lost my last blog and all the comments that dear TH made.  Bummer.  I finally wrote an interesting blog and now no one is going to be able to read it.

Yesterday was a really bad day for me.  I was ravenous all day long.  I could not sate my appetite and I never stopped wanting to eat.  I thought going to Cats would make the evening easier, but when I got home I went straight to the fridge and pulled out the fruit.  It was horrible.  I was completely out of control.

Today was a bit easier, but they mixed my food up with someone else's food so I wasn't wild about what I was eating, but you do what you have to do.

Furthermore, I am still on this dang plateau.  I really didn't think it would hit until I hit the bike weight, but these last 5 pounds have taken almost two months to come off, and that is very very depressing.  I don't know how I am going to manage at this slow pace.  I am feeling depressed and I am starting to feel that I am never going to get this weight off.  I am not in a good place, and if I don't come off this pretty soon I just don't know...

2 comments:

  1. BUT...now that the festivities are over, you will slip back into the groove of your prepared foods. You don't have the stress of deciding what to eat and you won't be freelancing. You'll see. You'll plow right through that bike weight plateau. Mark my words!

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  2. Boy, that is a bummer! Not that my comments were all that great, but I did want them added since a couple were OK.

    Oh well, it's now SUNDAY, 5/15/2011, and I want to go for a bike ride (or a walk if T3 won't ride)

    TSH went to visit his sister & T3 went on a walk on Saturday, so we both had pretty full days. I want to see blog for Day 213!!!!

    Starting the bike ride today will get us in the groove. GO CANNONDALES!

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