So instead of working towards my 40 pound loss I actually had a four pound gain. Does that mean that my goal is 44 pounds or is it still 40? I guess it is 40, because today is the starting day for the 40 pounds. I wasn't sure I would get the 40 pounds - now 44 - no definitely 40.
I did everything right today except eat. I exercised twice, weighed myself, and drank lots of liquids, but still I ate too much. Why is it so hard? Why has the heavens conspired against me? So again I woke up in a panic attack, I was right were I had started. I didn't fit in chairs anymore, I couldn't go to India, I was being laughed at by the rest of the world and nobody liked me anymore. I had failed.
Can Wednesday be any better?
I did everything right today except eat. I exercised twice, weighed myself, and drank lots of liquids, but still I ate too much. Why is it so hard? Why has the heavens conspired against me? So again I woke up in a panic attack, I was right were I had started. I didn't fit in chairs anymore, I couldn't go to India, I was being laughed at by the rest of the world and nobody liked me anymore. I had failed.
Can Wednesday be any better?
Wednesday can be better & it shall be!
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