I have pretty much checked out, checked out of the program, this blog and weight loss. It has been one year and 4 months, and I just don't know what to talk about anymore. The truth is I am really tired of this here diet. I am tired of trying to lose weight, I am tired of bouncing around for the last 3 months. I have lost motivation and desire to continue. It seems that I fight with myself everyday to just maintain, while I have so much more to lose.
It is at that point that I almost think I could eat 37 almond roca if I liked almond roca. I want to eat what I want to eat and damn the consequences. Everyday I get up and I have to measure out this and that, and I have to write it all down, and then I see that I ate more then I should and I feel like I haven't eaten anything. Then I get on the scale week after week only to maintain the weight loss, while I really need to continue to lose weight.
I am just tired of it all.
It is at that point that I almost think I could eat 37 almond roca if I liked almond roca. I want to eat what I want to eat and damn the consequences. Everyday I get up and I have to measure out this and that, and I have to write it all down, and then I see that I ate more then I should and I feel like I haven't eaten anything. Then I get on the scale week after week only to maintain the weight loss, while I really need to continue to lose weight.
I am just tired of it all.
I agree with you!!
ReplyDeleteI think we have gotten really successful at MAINTENANCE.
I love Almond Roca & even I could not eat 37 of them.
ReplyDeleteI also have grown addicted to your blogs - particularly when you share NON-weight related thoughts & goals.
PLEASE keep up the blog - hopefully on a daily basis since reading and responding to a week's worth of blogs doesn't do any of us justice.
I do understand how you (and Jen of course) can be checked out of the program BUT the switch to maintenance is a big step. Maybe YOU (T3) should try cooking a few of the 350 calorie cookbook recipies - they're easy & good!