So Yup here I am in Reno, I am looking at the food (it wasn't as bad as it was in Las Vegas) and wondering what if anything I wanted to eat.
As I said before none of it would satisfy me, and I know that, which made it a bit less appealing. I no longer want to eat until I hurt, but I want to be satisfied as well. For me they are not mutually exclusive, so...what is more important?
I think maybe a time will come when I can control the impulse a little is good a lot is better. I have a memory of the first time I had a Carmello bar. I remember thinking I had died and gone to heaven with the first piece in my mouth. I savored the piece in my mouth, and looked down at the bar in front of me, and immediately wanted to go buy another bar, I just knew that the one would just not be enough. But after a time I wasn't getting that same feeling, and I was glad I didn't get another.
That continuous search for the first heavenly bite.
As I said before none of it would satisfy me, and I know that, which made it a bit less appealing. I no longer want to eat until I hurt, but I want to be satisfied as well. For me they are not mutually exclusive, so...what is more important?
I think maybe a time will come when I can control the impulse a little is good a lot is better. I have a memory of the first time I had a Carmello bar. I remember thinking I had died and gone to heaven with the first piece in my mouth. I savored the piece in my mouth, and looked down at the bar in front of me, and immediately wanted to go buy another bar, I just knew that the one would just not be enough. But after a time I wasn't getting that same feeling, and I was glad I didn't get another.
That continuous search for the first heavenly bite.
Are Carmello bars the milk chocolate ones filled with some kind of soft filling? I've always been a dark chocolate fan, so I'll leave you the Carmellos.
ReplyDeleteGlad the food wasn't as tempting.
I'm trying to remind myself that the basic food groups are NOT: barbeque chips, coffee, bourbon, hot dogs & green M&M's (you do need to eat something green every day - preferably not moldy meat)