I remember this weight well, because I had to buy a dress for my little sisters wedding, and I just cried because I couldn't fit into anything smaller then an 18. I couldn't believe that I had gotten so large and so sad that I had to buy a dress a size 18. I was shamed. And I didn't want to tell anyone that I was in a size 18.
Now? Now I am basically telling the world what size I am. But I have come to accept I will never - and I mean never be in single digits. I never was when I got to my lowest weight, the lowest dress size I could fit in was a size 10. So some people can be 0 and 1's I will always be a 14. Probably. But who knows when they take out a rib and shave down my pelvis maybe I will be a size 2.
But a lot of pride? is wrapped up in your dress size number. I remember one lady bragging that she was in a size twelve. I remember thinking to myself did the sizes get bigger? She looked like a size 16/18 to me so I was surprised she was in a 12.
But I guess with fantasy sizing it could be possible. Gee I think I will make these pants a size 18 and label them a 10. Ha ha jokes on you. I know jaded - so jaded. But if I get into single digits I will yall know.
Now? Now I am basically telling the world what size I am. But I have come to accept I will never - and I mean never be in single digits. I never was when I got to my lowest weight, the lowest dress size I could fit in was a size 10. So some people can be 0 and 1's I will always be a 14. Probably. But who knows when they take out a rib and shave down my pelvis maybe I will be a size 2.
But a lot of pride? is wrapped up in your dress size number. I remember one lady bragging that she was in a size twelve. I remember thinking to myself did the sizes get bigger? She looked like a size 16/18 to me so I was surprised she was in a 12.
But I guess with fantasy sizing it could be possible. Gee I think I will make these pants a size 18 and label them a 10. Ha ha jokes on you. I know jaded - so jaded. But if I get into single digits I will yall know.
TSH remembers buying clothes for T3 since T3 (mistakenly, but hey I'll take the flattery, thought that TSH had better taste or at least good taste). It was fun & I felt useful involved.
ReplyDeleteLooking forward to doing it again - can't afford the fancy places who put you in a chair & let you sip/swill champagne while your beloved tries on clothes.