I am getting pretty good about sitting at restuarants and watching other people eat. And when we go grocery shopping I am good about getting everything I would love to eat, but can't.
But at this point in time I am so craving chips. I bought like seven different bags of chips, all of which I would love to devour. T2 said it was probably best that I wasn't eating while baby T is here, and I am thinking that she is probably right.
It seems to be getting worse everyday. I am so tired of not eating that I sometimes just think that I will cave and go crazy. Have a binge to end all binges. Why or why am I doing this.
Then I realize that as much as I would want to eat, it is just that. I want to eat. I don't need to eat, I am not even sure if I did eat that I would enjoy it. If I take a step back and think about eating those chips and what I would ultimately feel like afterwards I am sure that the idea of eating them is more enticing then the actual eating. I also am not sure that one or two would stave off the craving. Only a bag, maybe two would do that for me. No it is good that I am not eating.
But at this point in time I am so craving chips. I bought like seven different bags of chips, all of which I would love to devour. T2 said it was probably best that I wasn't eating while baby T is here, and I am thinking that she is probably right.
It seems to be getting worse everyday. I am so tired of not eating that I sometimes just think that I will cave and go crazy. Have a binge to end all binges. Why or why am I doing this.
Then I realize that as much as I would want to eat, it is just that. I want to eat. I don't need to eat, I am not even sure if I did eat that I would enjoy it. If I take a step back and think about eating those chips and what I would ultimately feel like afterwards I am sure that the idea of eating them is more enticing then the actual eating. I also am not sure that one or two would stave off the craving. Only a bag, maybe two would do that for me. No it is good that I am not eating.
At this point having a chip would probably feel like having a cigarette, if you get my drift.
ReplyDeleteOne or two chips would NOT stave off the craving. Eating a bag of chips would just make you want to puke.
ReplyDeleteLet's throw away all the chips - they really aren't worth the calories, etc. I used to believe the basic food groups were: nicotine, caffeine, barbeque chips & green M&M's. I now know I was wrong about the barbeque chips.
It's good you're not eating & I wish I didn't eat any.