This is my last week on product and Baby T's is leaving on Friday. T2 was right, it was a good thing that I wasn't eating, because I would have been gaining. It was a struggle everyday with her here. I so often wanted to just throw up my hands and join in.
Was this a good exercise or did it just increase my craving for food. If I wasn't on this portion of the diet and if I had been eating too much the last couple of days, could I go to a restaurant and not eat? I have seen that I can go to restaurants and not eat, but if I can eat and I shouldn't will I or won't I. I suppose if I am with a group of people I could not eat, but if it was just me and one other I don't think I could not eat.
As I said in earlier blogs I was shoving food down Baby T's throat. Well I mean I was offering her all the food I was forbidden to eat, and it was almost like as was trying to get rid of my craving by having someone, anyone eat it for me.
It just made it worse.
There are some foods that I just can't eat at this time (still) and one of those foods is chips. The facilitator had said that sometimes you just have to say that you are just never going to go there, it just something you can't have. And one of those things is chips (or off course and ice cream) but I haven't been having as big of a craving for ice cream as I have been having for chips.
Well even though I was suppose to be eating food this week - I am starting next week, and I guess that is okay. But I wish it was week two, because then I could have a latte and fruit. I am still hankering for that latte. It is going to be the first thing I have August 2. Go August 2!!!
Was this a good exercise or did it just increase my craving for food. If I wasn't on this portion of the diet and if I had been eating too much the last couple of days, could I go to a restaurant and not eat? I have seen that I can go to restaurants and not eat, but if I can eat and I shouldn't will I or won't I. I suppose if I am with a group of people I could not eat, but if it was just me and one other I don't think I could not eat.
As I said in earlier blogs I was shoving food down Baby T's throat. Well I mean I was offering her all the food I was forbidden to eat, and it was almost like as was trying to get rid of my craving by having someone, anyone eat it for me.
It just made it worse.
There are some foods that I just can't eat at this time (still) and one of those foods is chips. The facilitator had said that sometimes you just have to say that you are just never going to go there, it just something you can't have. And one of those things is chips (or off course and ice cream) but I haven't been having as big of a craving for ice cream as I have been having for chips.
Well even though I was suppose to be eating food this week - I am starting next week, and I guess that is okay. But I wish it was week two, because then I could have a latte and fruit. I am still hankering for that latte. It is going to be the first thing I have August 2. Go August 2!!!
You get to have a Latte on my birthday! I will be thinking of you!!
ReplyDeleteWow - thanks a latte!
ReplyDeleteI guess this means I'll have to start buying fruit again.
For what it's worth, chips are NOT worth the calories/fat/etc!!!!! Barbeque chips come closest, but it's too easy to eat a BUNCH of them.
Looks like cooking for two will start again soon. If the portions are too big, Tolar is underfed.
Only a week left for "product only" - Go T3!!!!!