Yup still sick. I am getting pretty sick of being sick - okay okay next year I will get a flu shot - geez. But for now I am sick. And it is just dragging. I don't know if I can talk yet, haven't tried, maybe scared a little. I was going to start "living" again even if I wasn't well today - I mean how long does it take to get over a dang cold. And what will the cold do to my labs? Oh well. Not much I can do right now but go forward.
My office is still a mess. I will clean my office today. Good idea - it will stay clean for about a minute...
So during this time of illness I have had more time to reflect on my upcoming transition - I really didn't need the extra time though. It is freaking me out as it is and I am unsure how I will cope with choices again. I worry that I will get hungry and cheat, or it will taste so good that I will have two servings or any number of things can happen and I will fall off the diet and for me it is all or none. TH says that is my downfall, I don't know how to say oh I cheated so I will just start again now. No - one cheat and I am gone - in a world of madness filled with - well right now food doesn't sound good, but when it does I will fill in the blanks.
Exactly 8 days before transition, so I thought maybe if I am allowed 3 products a day that is 21 products a week - I do product for 3 days and real food 4- TH doesn't think it works that way - but I can only ask.
Well enough whining...sick...transition...sick - blah
What did they say? Can you do product only for 3 days & food for 4? I suspect not, but ?????
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