T2 asked if I had more energy now that I have lost weight. Not really. I am tired right now. If T hadn't barked as much this morning I might still be asleep cozy in my bed.
However, I don't recall ever lacking energy, but I was not physically fit so moving was hard. Moving is still hard. My knee had hurt for so long that babying it became second nature. Now I don't think my knee hurts, but I still favor it. I walk up the stairs with the stronger foot pulling me up, but that has been hard since my stronger foot is in a cast.
I thought that I had arthritis in the knee and once I lost the weight I would have to have knee surgery. But I don't think that is the case anymore. Some things like getting out of a chair or just standing up are all normal now.
The world wasn't made for people as large as I was. Still I am very large, but it will accommodate this size better then the size I started out as. I would have to scope out a restaurant tables to see if I would fit, I worried that an aisle would be to small or I would get two seats in the theater because I spilled over. I still spill over, but I am not as intrusive so that is the step in the right direction.
I know people still judge me, but you know hey look where I came from.
So all and all yes there are differences and I feel those differences both emotionally and physically.
I still have to fly first class, but hey I may never be able to fit into a coach seat again.
However, I don't recall ever lacking energy, but I was not physically fit so moving was hard. Moving is still hard. My knee had hurt for so long that babying it became second nature. Now I don't think my knee hurts, but I still favor it. I walk up the stairs with the stronger foot pulling me up, but that has been hard since my stronger foot is in a cast.
I thought that I had arthritis in the knee and once I lost the weight I would have to have knee surgery. But I don't think that is the case anymore. Some things like getting out of a chair or just standing up are all normal now.
The world wasn't made for people as large as I was. Still I am very large, but it will accommodate this size better then the size I started out as. I would have to scope out a restaurant tables to see if I would fit, I worried that an aisle would be to small or I would get two seats in the theater because I spilled over. I still spill over, but I am not as intrusive so that is the step in the right direction.
I know people still judge me, but you know hey look where I came from.
So all and all yes there are differences and I feel those differences both emotionally and physically.
I still have to fly first class, but hey I may never be able to fit into a coach seat again.
You just think it's cool to fly first clss - particularly if TSH pays
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Now if we can only get JB to deliver at Grass valley.....
But why would you want to fly coach???
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