So yesterday I struggled with what to eat and when I should be eating it, but today I had Indian food. I love Indian food, it is my favorite of all food and I wish I could eat it all the time. But I have control issues with it, and I have yet to eat an Indian meal where I didn't hurt after I was done.
So this time I ordered two main courses rice and bread. It is the bread that gets me, I can't eat just one. I was so proud of myself, I usually order three of four main courses, appetizers and bread, so I did really good on the ordering, and I also picked curries that were lower in calories. Proud day for me.
So when the meal came I had this romantic idea of T and I sitting across from each other eating real food and having a real dinner together...life just doesn't happen how you plan it. I guess after 7 months people get into the habit of not eating together even when they can. Not to complain to much he was working on my stuff so...
Eating is very social, and this diet has taken the social aspect out of it. It is actually a part that I miss. There is something intimate about eating together that people don't remember. We as a society eat all the time that we grow immune to the intimacy of sharing food.
So I again didn't have breakfast - I guess it is easy to fall back into bad habits, and I had schedule myself only to eat one chapatti, and instead I had one and a half, but I gave up a snack so I still ended up under 1200 calories, though I have to say I felt very guilty about eating the other half of the chapati.
Oh give me my delivery food again - please.
So this time I ordered two main courses rice and bread. It is the bread that gets me, I can't eat just one. I was so proud of myself, I usually order three of four main courses, appetizers and bread, so I did really good on the ordering, and I also picked curries that were lower in calories. Proud day for me.
So when the meal came I had this romantic idea of T and I sitting across from each other eating real food and having a real dinner together...life just doesn't happen how you plan it. I guess after 7 months people get into the habit of not eating together even when they can. Not to complain to much he was working on my stuff so...
Eating is very social, and this diet has taken the social aspect out of it. It is actually a part that I miss. There is something intimate about eating together that people don't remember. We as a society eat all the time that we grow immune to the intimacy of sharing food.
So I again didn't have breakfast - I guess it is easy to fall back into bad habits, and I had schedule myself only to eat one chapatti, and instead I had one and a half, but I gave up a snack so I still ended up under 1200 calories, though I have to say I felt very guilty about eating the other half of the chapati.
Oh give me my delivery food again - please.
Sounds like torture. When do you start your food delivery again?
ReplyDeleteT3 downplayed that I was working on her stuff (that she's effectively doing for free) AND that I had to do it on HER computer because something happened to the returns when they went on mine.
ReplyDeleteTH aka TSH wanted food too, but I wanted to get T3's work done more - it got done!!!!!!
Now, shopping tomorrow for Easter Brunch - T3 won't be eating much but she wants me to cook enough to feed 23 hungry marines! We will have leftovers!!!